Hi everyone!!!
So as you can tell I’m not active on this blog at all! The reason for that is that I’ve recently gone through some pretty intense life changes, one of those being no longer identifying as trans and stopping testosterone. Once I started delving into my intensely repressed feelings caused by past abuse and misogyny, I realized with horror what I had done to myself both physically and mentally by transitioning.
I now have a new blog, and I would post it for anyone to follow but a lot of my opinions (that I have come to understand due to my personal life experiences) largely clash with those of the majority of the trans community, many of whom follow this blog.
I finally bit the bullet and looked into radical feminism. This happened because during a suicidal mental break down, I went to the only community online that I had found supported detransitioned people (the trans community often demonizes and erases us), which was r/GenderCritical on Reddit. I was met with an overflow of love and support, and they showed me that radfems are not the monsters the trans tumblr community makes us out to be. Though their politics were extremely shocking to me, someone who spent the last 5 years intensely believing in genderist ideology, after a while things started making sense and I realized just how horrible trans ideology is, and how it nearly destroyed my life.
With the help of radical feminism, which has taught me an immense level of self respect, I am slowly crawling out of rock bottom.
If you would like my new blog, shoot me a detailed message on why you’d like to follow my new blog, and I’ll see if I feel safe giving it to you! I wish I didn’t have to literally screen people, but everyone knows the level of hatred radfems experience on this site. My best friend recently started posting radfem things that, in the beginning, were rooted in challenging the trans community’s treatment of sexual assault survivors and lesbians, and they’ve been met with the most brutal level of online harassment. I don’t have the mental strength for alldat, so I ask anyone who wants to follow with genuinely good intentions to bear with me here.
Anyway, thanks for reading! I’ll be back on here in a little bit to check for messages, so if I don’t get back to you immediately don’t worry, I probably just haven’t checked yet!
Lastly! I’m still working on figuring out my identity, which is tragically fragmented at the moment. I would like people to use she/her pronouns for me but I can’t seem to figure out my name :p so yeah. That